That's me taken by Alisya.

 

Farin and Alisya

 

Alisya at the balcony of our appartment in PD.

Our new house in Klang.

 

Shah Alam would always be in our hearts .

Our days in Shah Alam are numbered . We would soon leave this town to settle down in Klang.Although Klang is just a few miles away and about 10-15 minutes drive , still I feel sad having to leave Shah Alam .We first came to Shah Alam in December 1978 when I was transfered from Johor to Bukit Aman,Kuala Lumpur. Our first house was in Seksyen 11. Shah Alam then was just newly developed and we were one of their pioneer settlers .We witnessed for almost 27 years how Shah Alam developed from a small town to a city as it is today.There was a break of our stay in in Shah Alam for about 3 years ( 1984-1987 ) when I was transfered to Banting,Kuala Langat to head the department there. Nevertheless we came back to Shah Alam to stay in a new house in Seksyen 8 .And we stay put till today .

It has been my dream to stay in a bungalow house with a big compound enough for me and the children/grandchildren to run around . In 1984 I purchased from PKNS a piece of land in Taman Sri Andalas,Klang at a very reasonably cheap price ,with an intention of building our own house .Actually ,I wanted a piece of land in Shah Alam but was instead offered this land .I had no choice ,rather than to loose an opportunity to build a bungalow .I accept it and bought it .Luckily the state government ( although it was stated in the agreement that I was to build the house within a year ) did not insist on me to build the house then ,otherwise I would not have the means to build one .Probably they overlook the matter .

Building the house was no easy feat. I had to face alot of problems and challenges in getting the plans drawn and having it approved . Only then I knew how difficult it is to deal with the various government departments . Every body seems keen to have an opportunity to ' get something ' out of me .It got stuck for almost 2 years .Till I had no choice but to get the good office of a politician to get things done .

The house is almost completed and it would be ready in a month's time .Whether we like it or not we have to move in before the school new term begins because Alisya ( our grand daughter ) would be going to school ( govt. run school ) for the first time .We are moving there with mixed feelings of sadness and happiness . Sad for having to leave the town that has almost grown along together with our children and happy for we would be staying in a bigger and more luxurious house.My wife would be most sad for she would be loosing some good friends here .Obviously she made alot of friends through her surau activities .

I have also made my resolution that is to lead a slightly different life ie., I want to be close to the community there and to make the mosque as a place where I would frequent as often as I can .I would also resume my morning jog .

Any way we would still come to Shah Alam off and on because we still have our interests here . Although we would no more be staying here , Shah Alam would always be in our hearts .

p.s. We will be going to PD today .We have not been there for almost 3 months .Alisya would be following us.We would stay for a night there .I hope Farin would follow us too .

Prayers for Dr.Azhari Hussin and his colleagues.

I would like to state here categorically that I am not a terrorist nor am I a supporter of terrorist activities . I do not agree with the way bombs being exploded in public places where innocent people are the victims especially when they are fellow Muslims .I would not mind if the victims are really enemies of Islam .I just cannot understand why these people are willing to kill and hurt fellow brothers in Islam . Any way they could have their own reasons .It is not for me to decide whether they are right or wrong .Only God knows .

The past few days ,the killing of Dr.Azhari Hussin ,the alleged Jemaah Islamiah leader and bomb maker ,captured newspaper headlines in Malaysia and Indonesia and perhaps through out the world too .It was especially so in Malaysia because he is a Malaysian and a former lecturer of University Teknologi Malaysia .He sacrificed his luxurious life for what he believe as a jihad - a religious cause . I am not questioning his belief but what I am trying to highlight here is that the world which is being led by the US and it's allies today has to be fair to Islam and the Muslims if they are really serious about eradicating terrorism . The killing of Dr.Azhari or for that matter even if it is Osama bin Laden , will not stop dissatisfied Muslims from being suicide bombers .The loss of Dr.Azhari could lead to the birth of tens or even hundreds and thousands of new Dr.Azharis .The US and it's allies has to realise that they are not being fair to the Muslims especially in their policies towards the Palestinians ,Iraq and Afghanistan . I can bet to my last dollar that the majority of the Muslims around the world believe so . I believe the US and it's allies knows this too .They simply ignore this fact because it is now an open secret that they have a secret agenda against Islam .

Putting aside his mistakes , as a fellow Muslim I still pray to God so that Dr.Azhari and his colleagues would be accepted by God as jihadists ( fighters for a good cause ) and their souls would go to heaven . Amin .

Farin and Alisya.
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My Idilfitri celeberation

On Hari Raya morning as usual I and Azman went to the State mosque in Shah Alam for the Idilfitri sunnah prayer . After the prayer we went to the Muslim cemetry in Seksyen 21 Shah Alam to pay our respect to my late father who passed away on 8th.March 2000 .I read the Surah Yassin , recited the doa and poured scented water on my father's grave . I hope my father would rest in peace .My only regret was ,I was unable to be close to him during his life time due to our strict traditional upbringing . I am sad because my late father would not be able to see my daughter Eileen graduate as a doctor , because it was his wish that one of his grandchildren would qualify as a doctor . However , I believe his soul would be happy because his wish is being fulfilled ,insyallah .

It has been my practice as soon as I reach home after the Idilfitri prayer , I would sit on the sofa to enable my wife ,children and grand children to shake my hand to ask for forgiveness . The young and unmarried would get an angpow from me which normally would not be less than RM.50.00 .Of course Alisya ,my grand daughter would get the most because apart from getting one from me ,she would also get from her uncles ,aunties and grand mothers .

This year's Hari Raya /Idilfitri has been the worst for me . I expected to celeberate it at our new house which turned out to be a futile .The house could not be completed in time .As a result of that I did not have the mood to celeberate it . I did not invite any one . As expected only one old friend ( Ah Lam from Klang ) came to the house although I received a number of phone calls from my non Muslim friends hinting me to invite them . I told them that I am not having an open house this year .

On the second day morning of Hari Raya we ( my wife ,Azman ,Farin and I ) went to Sungai Air Tawar,Sabak Bernam to visit my mother . Only my brother Samsun and two sisters were there . As it was a Friday , I went for the Friday prayer at the Sungai Air Tawar mosque .I am stranger to this place because I never stayed there . My family moved here when I had already left to work somewhere else .We did not stay for the night there and went back to Shah Alam in the evening . On our way back we made a short stop over at Batu 38,Sabak Bernam to visit Hj.Abdul Latif who is a close relative . We reached Shah Alam around 9.00 pm.

On the third day of Hari Raya morning, 5th November 2005, we ( my wife , Azman ,Farin and I ) proceeded to Johor Bahru . The main purpose was to send Farin back to her university ( UTM ) at Skudai,Johor and at the same time to visit my mother-in-law in Johor Bahru . When we reached Johor Bahru ,we checked into a hotel -Crystal Crown , while Farin and my wife stayed at my mother-in-law's house at Melodies Garden ,JB .In the evening we went to my brother in-law's (Zainal) house . Incidentally ,Hassan ,another brother in-law and his family from Subang Jaya was already there . As usual since Zainal is a good chatter , we chatted until 2.00 am .

The next day ( 6th.November ) evening we convoyed in 3 cars to visit relatives around Johor Bahru ,till late in the evening .However ,Azman ,Farin and I escaped the last two houses by an excuse to do some shopping at Holiday Plaza . In actual fact ,we did not do much shopping except for Azman who bouight some pirated VCDs .After dinner there we came back to our hotel room .Farin stayed with us for the night .

On 7th.November 2005 we checked out from the hotel at about 11.45 am and came to my mother-in-law's house to pick my wife . We then sent Farin to UTM . Very few students came back because classes would start only on 10th.November 2005 . Her room mate has yet to return .Farin preferred to return early because she wanted to prepare for her semester exams which would start next week . One thing peculiar about her ,unlike her sister Eileen , she is very hardworking and have a strong determination to succeed. I think she is aiming to earn a first class degree to enable her to straight away proceed for her Masters and Phd's degree .

We left UTM at about 1.40 pm . and reached Shah Alam at about 5.30 pm.It was a pleasant journey without any hitches .